Wednesday, June 2, 2010

What A Rush

I was lonely & broken
Large holes fully ripened in my brain
With cruel thoughts eating
& tearing away at it
While I sat there & let it happen
Because, really, what could I do?
When I didn't follow my intuition
Like I was told
& as I sat there on that rainy park bench
You came in like a fluid dream
A heavy breath after a marathon
Pulling me in & kissing my forehead
While I watched as those cruel thoughts
Scurried away like frightened spiders
& a warm wind blew
& a blinding light shone from the Heavens
The rain became light flowers
Falling gracefully to the ground
Everything became a movie in slow motion
& you smiled, reaching for my hand
& the touch of your skin on mine
was electrifying
Sparkling, dazzling, warming
& at that moment I noticed his pale blue eyes
Reflecting mine when I smiled
Then my face cracked like dry clay
From a thousand years of sitting still
I shed from my skin
Stepping out of it like an animal in the wild
I was breaking free one second at a time
& what a glorious feeling it was
However, there are no words
To properly thank you
But I do, thank you
Truly

And the Truth Was Like the Sun

I regret saying the words
"you're like a brother to me
nothing more"
Because now I realize I was lying
I was simply blinded by the truth
That was laid down in front of me
& after all those months
That cloudiness faded away
& the truth was like the sun
The answer shining brightly
But the final meaning of it
Burning & blistering from such a delay
& now, those scars are the only trait I have
You have moved on
Oh, I bet she's beautiful
Truly one in a million
That one person who you always think of
& absentmindedly smile
That one person who is the last thing
On your mind before you fall asleep
Yes, I'm sure she's your everything
Everything I had the chance to be
But ignored it like a small scrape
That lead to a killer infection
I feel so foolish & I'm very sorry
For only just now realizing
That you're the only one for me
& I do wish I was that one person
You always thought about
Just before you close those brown eyes
& drift to sleep