Swimming

Am I still here?

Because I can see my image fading

My head is swimming with thoughts of you

Oh God, and I breathed you in

Let you cry right in front of me

Let silver teardrops rain down your cheeks

And I believed your words

Those foolish words

The ones you'd whisper in my ear

And breathe on my neck

Oh, your warm breath

Your warm whispers

Letting me drown in a deep sea of your lies

And I can still taste your tongue from time to time

Can still feel your soft touch

Can hear those words

How I fell for you

How silly I am

Stupid girl, I should've known

This is how caught up in you I get

So caught up ..... too caught up?

Almost dissolving right into you .....

Am I still here?

Introduction to Silence

I'm Silent.

I choose to keep my true identity a secret because those of you who know me, know me as the person, the carbon copy so to speak. But none know me from the soul, from deep down inside where I choose to keep myself hidden.

I am not a depressed, wrist-cutting person, if I may have come off as that. But I do have feelings & emotions that can be like that. We all do. We can all feel pain. We can all feel sorrow, joy, pleasure ..... & most of all, we are all silent mainly because we do not want people to see this somewhat dangerous side of us. But the longer we hold it in, the quieter we become & people notice change because our silence, this silence, speaks louder than our words do.

This is my place to let go & express myself. You will see & read funny blogs, sad ones, song lyrics that speak to me, or just ones that may inspire you ..... however that may be.

Follow me if you'd like, I'm sure I'll put a new flower in your garden.